OK this gonna be a very long and irritating post SINCE i'm so free in my LASALLE-SIA Suite. Days in this Art School is such a bitch! I tell you ppl pay to come here jus for the name of LASALLE SIA. how freak is that? Well, knoe wat happen to me? I was put in the wrong sch. I applied for foundation dance but ended up in foundation fine arts. I'm stuck here for the rest of the semester. 2nd Semester is only January and when January starts, my scheduele is ONLY DANCING AND THEORY. No other than that. Fun? HELL YEAH!
Yesterday i went out with my darling Nisah. hehe. SO FUN. I tagged along Adi along and this pretty bitch of mine says he's not standard as those compared to any of my ex-boyfriends. HE IS JUST TOOOOOO SIMPLE. Interestingly, he is SIMPLE but he was once a KTMRacer. But i like him because he's a nice, good kind of person, I THINK. What if he's not? Then you know who's my next victim? Wan Da Unit? Remember sweet boy thing from the past. Well he's nt the next victim but somehow the next target of becoming the ONE. haha. We ( me n Nisah) talked alot bout Aydel yesterday. He was such a nice pig! but y must he do such a thing to me? And ISK, he's another asshole. Leave me with nothing but NOTHING AGAIN. Nevermind la MyA. Who says beautiful girls gets everything?
Well this will be for ALUMNI ZHENGHUA SECONDARY SCHOOL. Some of you wouldn't have known that actually during MY FRESHMAN YEARS, i had a crush on this guy called SEETOH DINO KHAIRUL. yea that chinese-malay guy. yes that Breakdancer. He was so damn hot, that time of course. hehe. then somehow during my graduation, we were so close, as bestfriends. but then a few days ago, he confessed to me HE LIKES ME AS IN LOVES ME N WANTS ME TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND. you know wat i told him? Sorry Boyfriend, no more NONSENSE! hehe
So wats next on the bitch's list?
Boyfriend? CHECK
Next Victim? CHECK
Hot fashion? IT HAS TO BE GUESS HONEY.
Next Bitch to hunt down n eat? Well of course my classmates! You can't hang ard with them too much or you'll get DISGUSTED BY THEIR STUPIDITY.

Ok maybe that's it!
CintA, MyA.
oh and yes to anoon? whoever you are. It's either camera effect makes me flawless or it's just IN THE GENES honey. muah!

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so this is life. school. Adi. Family- freaking noisy bonda, myclownyDada, my farking and pls-get-out-of-my-sight brother n mygorgeous Sister n nt forgetting thebro-in-law. Did u see that name Adi? khekhe. that will only b a story told verbally. Anyways ballet classes and more contemporary. more cigarettes and less of myAsahi. i'm wrecked! but nt forgetting myGORGEOUS people. well some of them, went out for sisha at Arab Street. fun period.

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Somehow I'm very satisfied & feel the achievement of having to complete my project, in time. Thanks to my sweetheart, Li & Fel. I love you guys. You guys make me wanna do my individual projects way in advance n hand it in time. But sometimes I'm jusssstttt wayyyyy phuckiiinnnggg LAZYYYY.

here's a sneak preview of our work-of-art.















CintA MyA.

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tagged by myforeverGORGEOUSBITCH, Valerie.


5 snacks I enjoy:
1. PORKY STRAWBERRYYYYYYYY
2. 7/11 INSTANT TOM YUMMMMM
3. HAAGEN DAAZ COOKIES&CREAMMM
4. DUNKIN' DONUTSSSSSS
5. FRID ICE CREAM

5 songs I know all the words to:
1. Cinta- KrisDayanti&Melly
2. KingofMyHeaven- someHOUSEMUSIC
3. ALL OF PAULVANDYKE
4. MissingYou- 1st Lady
5. Halo- One Tree Hill Soundtrack

5 things I would do with 100 million dollars:
1. SHOPPING!
2. LEXUSSSSS RX800
3. ADOPT MANY MANY KIDS
4. EXPENSIVE HOBBIES
5. OPEN A DANCESTUDIOCOMPANY

5 places I would run away to:
1. MY BOYFRIEND'S PLACE
2. Paradise
3. MY BOYFRIEND'S PLACE
4. Paradise
5. MY BOYFRIEND'S PLACE

5 things I would never wear:
1. my bf's mom pyjamas.
2. ntgorgeous clothes.
3. one whole swimming suit
4. bra when I'm sleeping
5. NAKED unless it's w/ my bf.

5 Things that turn me off:
1. People who stink
2. my bf's ex gf/ my ex-bf's gf/ my ex-bf's ex gf?
3. My Brother-In-Law.
4. Caucasian guys.
5. guys who thinks their sex was great, actually I don't really get satisfied.

5 Things that turn me on:
1. YOU :)
2. MUSIC
3. ARTS
4. KENNETH
5. MYSELF.

5 bad habits that I will regret later on:
1. Not buying the things I like
2. not doing something, although its regretting.
3. Removing my tattoo & getting a new one.
4. Not giving a try in a solo dance competition.
5. Not being able to settle down.

5 biggest joys:
1. 14th November of everyYEAR
2. Having nice friends / family
3. Mybf who loves me alot more than I love him.
4. Achievements
5. MySelf.

5 Famous People I would Love to Date:
1. YOU, ONLY
2. IF
3. I
4. HAVE
5. TIME!

1:55 AM>

I never promised you a ray of light,
I never promised there'd be sunshine everyday,
I give you everything I have, the good, the bad.
Why do you put me on a pedestal,
I'm so up high that I can't see the ground below,
So help me down you've got it wrong,
I don't belong there.
One thing is clear, I wear a halo when you look at me,
But standing from here, you wouldn't say so if you were me
And I, I just wanna love you.
I always said that I would make mistakes,
I'm only human, and that’s my saving grace,
I fall as hard as I try
So don't be blinded
See me as I really am, I have flaws and sometimes I even sin,
Why you think that you know me
But In your eyes
I am something above you
It’s only in your mind
Only in your mind I wear a Halo

I just wanna love you.

Why does it everytime you have to make a VERY difficult decision? Why life has to be so complicated? Why can't it be simple?

Difficult and Smart decision will lead you to a better life and nothing more. Difficult and Stupid decision will leave you w/ abundant experience.
Life is complicated, if its not then its not Life.
Life is simple, I'm making myself Difficult.

I left all those 'Scandals' times. I thought it wouldn't happen, but it happen again. What happened to all those dreams of settling down with someoneTRULYloved. I'll will nvr find thatSomeone that loves me more than I do. Coz it seems being gorgeous won't help keeping thatSomeone STILL.
The other problem, you have so many affairs but the one you turn to by the end of the day, actually, never really did satisfy u w/ much Love. I'm nt asking for much.
IM JUST ASKING FOR ATTENTION by someone I'm with.
Is that so fucking DIFFICULT? again LIFE.

Eg. or rather RIE (REAL LIFE EXPERIENCE)
These Chinese/Australian guy who cares so much for you, love you till bits, msg you like every moment the earth is spinning and everything that satisfy Us women. BUT BUT BUT, us being utterly disappointing whores or rather ME returns to a normal stable acceptable MALAY/BOYAN guy who GETS YOU CONFUSED OF TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IS HE IN LOVE WITH ME? OR IS HE CONFUSED HIMSELF. farking irritating.

What's the phucking problem with men nowadays? fark these creatures sometimes.

I am a very difficult girlfriend.
I wan attention by myBF. then who else, right?
I won't show that attitude but I'll eat myself w/ confusion. that's me.
I wan to settle down w/ a serious relationship. young? i've been living that whore life for 4 yrs! what do u expect?
I AM SHAG, byela wanna sleep.

CINTA MYA. muah!


I told you I was a bitch. taken 3yrs back @ erm.. mebbe Zouk.

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